I am currently holding an offer for undergraduate biology and I was wondering if there were any current students who could tell me if this field course (in the first year in Wales) involved heights. I know this may sound like an incredibly stupid and irrational question to ask but I have a crippling fear of heights that, whilst I am attempting to overcome unsuccessfully, including attempting zip lining, is still a problem. I cannot stop thinking about it (even though I may not even get into Oxford) to an extent that it is actually causing me to wish that I won't get in. This is really depressing to me as I love everything about the Oxford course and I really don't want this to spoil this potentially amazing opportunity. This sounds ridiculous but I would really appreciate any insight
What should I do?