I wanted to go to university to do event management which im not even sure about i picked the subject because im 20 and sill don't know what i want to do and i have a job which is not going to get me anywhere, i enjoy it but i don't see myself there in 5 years time, Coventry is about 5 hours from where i live (by car) and my boyfriend of 6 years wants to come with me as we don't want to put a strain on the relationship.
we are finding it really hard to get a place of our own because he is not going to be a student, he is even trying to become a student in something he hasn't researched enough just to be with me, we both don't like partying and i don't think i will enjoy the uni life but i don't know what else to do with my life i feel like if i don't get away now i never will get away.
there is nothing really to do where i live there is no great jobs to go for and everyone is moving away that i know, what should i do i cant find any apprenticeships i think i will enjoy.
i really don't know what to do?
...or just paranoid?