I am 21 years old and I feel like my life is so ****. I have aspergers I just feel like that I can no longer live with it. Its deystroyign my life it gets in the way of every thing. No one wants to date me all the girls just want some one 'normal'. I have not even hugged a girl in my life.I am sacred because by now most people are experienced in having a relationship but for me its all new. Why would any any want a novice when there are so many better people. No one has said that I am the one for them. I see people on face book in a happy re;relationship and envy them so much. I I told a girl that I liked them some one that I have known for years only yet again to be rejected. I also feel like it gets in the way its like a brick wall that often prevents the real me from coming out. I am very sacred to do new things like join clubs to make my life better. I just want to escape from the life that I have start again I dont want to live with this condition. I fee like no one gets me or understand the way I feel.
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- Thread Starter
- 06-08-2016 23:06
- 07-08-2016 00:31
I have autism, Clinical Depression, Social Anxiety and General Anxiety Disorders.
I feel like my autism is burden too but is because most have my life has been a rollercoaster ride, with a lot of loops. It was ****ed up from the get go. If a cure was possible I would take it but at the same time I know it will never happen so I'm living with it, so should you. BTW my autism makes me a more accepting, understanding person, so I will accept all types of people in my life; as long as they treat me right.
- 07-08-2016 00:37
The problem I see is that you're basing your worth around girls. Focus on bettering yourself. Women aren't precious snowflakes, and nothing good comes out of being a white-knight.