I came out of a relationship which was mentally abusing in december of last year. My ex had cheated on me after 4 years of being together. The sex in the relationship is non existent and we never communicated. I lived with him and his dad miles away from my parents and my family so i felt isolated.
Im now with a new partner and for the most part its great. However my mental state seems to be getting in the way a lot. Im currently taking anti depressants prescribed by my gp because i was self harming (hitting myself in the head).
The problem i have is when we first started dating, we couldnt keep our hands off each other. Then things about his past started coming out like him having sex with a lesbian we both work with and him asking out several other people we work with and also other past partners. I know that his past is in the past but i cant help but feel im not what hes looking for or that he doesnt want anybody else. Recently hes started pushing me away when i try to have sex with him and i feel rejected like he no longer finds me attractive. Maybe this is all in my head?