(posting as anon as there are people on here I don't want to know about this!!!)
In fact, I know I am, but I guess I'm kinda wanting to rant and get it out of
my system. Well, not rant, as such, but get it out of my head!!
Basically, my best friend became my boyfriend about a week ago! I'm super happy about it, and things seem to be going really well. We've both decided not to tell people because we'd get a lot of "I told you so's" from them, and kinda want to see how it's going to pan out without all the pressure from other people. We've both told our parents though, lol!
The other night I told him I wanted to tell my housemate because she's a really good friend to both of us, and has wanted us to get together for ages. He told me that him and his ex had decided that when either of them started seeing anyone they'd tell each other - I'm perfectly fine with that, they split up over a year ago and are still really good friends.
So anywho, last night we were talking, he told me I was "awesome", lol, highest form of compliment I can get from him :P and then started talking about his ex, and how he still loves her a hell of a lot, and it kinda got me wondering. He does still talk about her a lot, and about 3 months ago he was giving serious thought about getting back together with her. I know I'm over thinking things, because if there was still the same level of love between them they probably would have got back together.
I guess I'm just scared that he's only decided to get together with me to sort of fill the void.
Yup, I'm just over thinking things! Lol!
/rant