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Confused about feeling towards someone. Help.

I'm posting this anonymously since my friend knows who I am on this website, and this information might cause uncomfortable tensions between us. The topic is pretty generic though.

I never believed this could be so difficult but I'm really finding it difficult to tell whether I'm actually in love with my best friend (though I'd say love might be a really strong term...) or whether I just really like her as a close friend...

Until recently we would nearly talk everyday, apart from somedays where she was extremely busy. I could deal with not really talking for several days on ends since I knew the reason why. We both sort of had feelings for each other. However something came up and she basically doesn't view me in that way anymore supposedly.. and I haven't really talked with her in while - four days in total.

Basically since she mentioned that she views in me in a different light... There is the feeling of loss, I just want to be with her, talking to her right this moment...

I just would like to be with her and be able to talk with her but I'm honestly wondering why my feelings are like this. Is it because I miss the normality that I usually chat with her rather than herself?

Is this a case where if you have to ask whether you love someone? usually it isin't?

I wish emotions and feelings weren't so confusing and fickle sometimes... :confused: