I used to speak to a girl and I'd feel great after speaking to her. But then she ask me out but because of my mental health and the fact that I didn't want to have a *****y life, just like mine, I didn't go out with her. This happened about a month ago and she's been avoiding me in school. I text her aswell but she didn't seem to be interested. She was the only person I'd feel good after speaking to. She'd cheer me up. And now I feel guilty, bad both mentally and emotionally. I have lost her.
And actually passed?