before so many things and it's thing is I've done hundreds of times before things like gigs and I'm not even performing. For instance today I'm going to Reading Festival I've been6 times before this is my 7th but I feel sick I can't stop "going". It's really difficult I mean hell I live only about 15 mins away I could probably walk there in a couple of hours my parents have even agreed to drop me of and pick me up a the end why can't just get a hold of my self and clam the **** down.
This isn't a new development either I never used to get this nervous but since my MMD manifested well i just can't stop getting nervous. Sometimes i take a 75 mg aspirin tab which helps a little but not too much.
what can I do
who are introverts?