im 5'4" and 8st 10lbs.
the other day i went on the scales and i looked and misread the scales as 8st 1lb. I was so happy. But then i realised that it didnt say that and now im a bit dissapointed it actually sed 8 st 10lbs.
at school i was always small and i was very comfortable with my figure. i do have a good figure as i went boxing for a full year i also used to do cross country running, hockey and dancing etc..
well somedays without looking in the mirror i feel slightly larger than i do other days.
when i look in the mirror one morning i will think i look ok but then other times, such as wen i get out of the shower etc, i feel like i need to maybe loose weight, even though realistical on good days - i can see that i dont have to.
im confused
i tried recording what i was eating and started eating less but realised i needed a balanced diet etc..
and also i know i dont have a big ass but sometimes when im walking along i get these thoughts that i have a huge ass etc i no that sounds stupid.
i dont know, are any other girls like this.
i come across really confident to my boyfriend but i do have my insecurities and he doesnt know i feel like this.
is it because since i left school i have stopped excercising making me feel like this? i dont excercise at all now, whatso ever.
hmm.