hi everyone,
basically, since school i have hung around with the same 10 girls for about 4 year and its really annoying now.
Most of them are still really childish even tho we are all 19 going onto 20!
if one of the girls cant make it out for a birthday they do alot of slagging but then other times they aer lovely when they want to be.
well the group sectioned off, and i ended up hanging around with 2 girls out of the group, as i got along with them better.. but now i dont have anyone because my best friend has her own flat with her boyfriend and she never wants to do anything.. i have a boyfriend but im really missing a bit company because i dont have a sister either so i have no one to talk to about girl things or no 1 to go out with (and have a good night) apart from those other girls who just constantly do my head in.
when the girls from school go out its always a competition, they all look eachother up and down, and if your not wearing something fashionable they probably wont stay with u for a full night. one of the girls is getting a boob job because she wants bigger boobs that another girl in the groupp..
i want to get away from them because im starting to feel insecure about myself.
im going to uni in september but not staying in the halls. i really need a new best friend it sounds really sad but i feel alone and stuff it really gets me down.. ive even started to try and talk to people i havnt seen in ages but everyone seems to have their own friends and stuff.. hmm