I'm sixteen now, but I've been getting bad headaches on and off for longer than I can remember now- definitely well over a year. At first I thought it might be due to stress what with exams etc. and would go away by itself, but after it didn't I decided to go to my doctor last summer. He just told me to take some painkillers when the pain came and to ignore it.
I've still been getting them on and off since, but I didn't go back because I think he'd probably say the same thing again, and the pain is often quite mild (like right now) and I've started to be able to ignore it. The thing is, it's not so much the pain which bothers me, it's more that I'm starting to worry that it might be something more serious than just isolated headaches. Recently I've noticed that I find it quite hard to focus, and simple things like the names of characters on TV programmes I've watched for ages seem to escape me for a few seconds until I really think about them. Plus a few years ago I found a lump on my head behind my right ear, which my doctor said was probably a lymph node, but I can't help but wonder if it's connected.
I've been away on holiday recently, and I was planning on making an appointment in the next few days when possible. I don't have a regular doctor though (my surgery is really odd with appointments and doctors, otherwise I would have got one today), so it's quite possible that I'll just get told to take some painkillers again. And a small part of me is thinking that if it is bad news, then I almost don't want to be told- if that makes sense.
Could it quite easily be caused by stress or lack of sleep, and I'm just being hypersensitive?