Is it normal to feel like a ghost around your family?, and by that i mean they forget your there and never listen my views or opinions, let alone take them seriously.
Also is it normal that im 17 and never have a lover or let alone friends?
Like my family think im gay because i have never had a lover, and the take the mick out of me because of that.
Like the last proper friends i had where when i was 12 and under but it was just a few but they all turned they backs and started to spread bad rumours about me and they joined sides with people who bullied me.
Like I just wanna be loved and to feel like im wanted and needed by someone (who could be friend or lover).
Anyone got any advice on what to do about it?
... my heart's just not in it