Two weeks ago my girlfriend of six months decided it was over. She gave me five
minutes of her time in my car to let me know how she felt and that it was over. She then decided to leave and go back into her house.
The reason she split with me was because she says she no longer loves me. I feel this may not be true and she seemed upset that I lied to her and that I was going through lots of personal issues alongside depression.
The issues we had was me telling lots of white lies about going to work due to my depression and other trivial things like this. She said she had given me enough chances and it was over. I don't think its that bad to lie to protect someone when you don't feel well mentally.
Since weve broken up I tried numerous time to get back together but she isn't having any of it. I tried but it didn't work. We then feel out as I sent her a lot of abuse and I then blocked her on all forms of social media alongside her friends and family. I messaged her friends and family which then sent a text from her phone saying to stop. She rang the following this crying saying she just wanted to remain friends. I ended the calls and stopped replying to her. She started snap chatting me and we began talking. When she was drunk she then started flirting saying she wanted to FaceTime. What should I do.
...when I could get more on benefits?