So long story short, my boyfriend and I were laying in bed (I know I can't go into full detail, so I will try my best to explain).
There was foreplay going on and in the beginning he still had boxers on but after a while I noticed he was fully naked. This was after I started to feel a bit uncomfortable down there halfway through and I told him it didn't feel good. His response was '' it wouldn't'' and he stopped whatever he was doing (I'm pretty certain it was his hands). He said he was teasing me with it and I realised he kinda had his tool resting on me down there.
Anyway we were standing up as I was dressing and he placed his tool in the same position and this time I used my hand to feel where it was and it was close but not close enough to enter or anything. When I went to put my trousers on there was visible precum on it which obviously got there when I had clothes on so I'm not worried about that.
I just keep wondering if he put it in because of the discomfort I felt. I'm a virgin and I feel pretty stupid about this post because I would obviously be able to tell if it happened right? I trust my boyfriend but I know he was very horny at the time and I haven't set boundaries as such. I have been open minded about things thus far. I'd like to think he would ask me if I was okay with going all the way, like he has done with other activities.
Or is this discrimination?