Hi there,
I'm new to both this forum and articulating the things flying around in my head at the moment!I am in my second year of my PhD currently, it's a point that I have worked incredibly hard to reach; I have experienced consistent lapses in faith in both my research area and my own ability to conduct the research itself. I went into postgrad education with a lot of passion and excitement about particular research areas. These were topics/theories that interested my in my early teenage years, and really were what inspired and motivated me to pursue research. Nothing significant has happened, but I currently feel so tired of it all. I cannot remember the last time I read a paper and felt enthusiastic/excited; the general response I feel now is a sense of criticism and pessimism towards a particular finding or proposition. The desire to get back into this and feel good and motivated is very much there, but actually putting this into practice, and finding new ways to find my inspiration is tough. I can't find the energy to focus on reading, see friends, or even leave my house sometimes. I am currently taking antidepressants, so my gp is aware of these issues. I realise there is no immediate fix, or general consensus for making this better. I was just wondering if anyone else has had similiar experiences, and if so, whether they can offer any advise, however substantial that may be!
Look forward to hearing some responses