I feel like my non romantic side is killing my bf's romantic ways because of views I have and several disappointments I have experienced with him in the past (false hope) so, I rather just know the facts without the sugar stuff.
My problem is, I do come across cold and it's an effort to be romantic.. i do write cute poems or say how I feel but that's whenever I truly feel like it. But, when he does it, I just feel like it's cheesy and it's a bit annoying. I'm just not that affectionate... holding hands took us 6 months to begin with and 9 months to be normal with because that's how much I don't like it.
Any advice on how to improve it?
Should I still go?