Ah well, shes gone! Turns out she was pissed also but fed enough of it back to me for me to put the rest together and I was damm impressed with myself, some was a bit OTT but anyway. Certainly dont blame her, if only I hadnt been such a complete **** for the last 2 months there may have been something in it, but **** happens.
Does anyone get annoyed at themselves, I do... which makes it worse cos ive forgiven her for all sorts of **** in the past (to be fair, shes forgiven me as well) but I cant forgive myself anywhere near as quick.
Muchos gratias to everyone whos replied, tis appreciated.