and no it isnt just 'running up a hil' like i have been told inrl bc this hill has no end and no beginning and ive been running up it forever not just 'this half term'
im so ugly and annoying and a ****ing disguisitng person and my grades i thought were my redeeming factor but is AAA predictions even that good anymore cos people are being predicted straight A*s and im just there like meh.
i hate everything and everyone just jokes i cant sleep and my nighttime dream self wont stop crying in my alternate reality.
and then university is coming and i cant do any of it and meh idk whatever idk why i made this post
im trying to go to the doctors on friday bc my head hurts all the time and i cant sleep so everyone can quit telling me to do that now
have a good day
Should I still go?