Longer story short as it can is that I am now into my 30s, did study at college when I was 16, started a 2 year course at 17 and dropped out at 18 (more due to lack of funding and wanting time out to enjoy life) then went back 10 years ago for a year but dropped out 2 months before the end due to family death then started uni part time but dropped out, then again and for the few years since then started college and dropped out within a week or two as mental health problems mostly emaning I don't get out of bed to late afternoon.
Did do a January start course this year and started doing ok, waking up early a few nights a week but missed a lot of classes as still slept in and wasn't used to early starts and by time I got home was like 6pm and had to go to bed around 10pm to get up early enough to not be late.
I got accepted onto a good course and decided this was it I was at a point I could change and its too late to put it off any more but 1 day into course had a serious accomodation problem where my ceiling collapsed in one room and 3 weeks later its still not fully resolved.
I have missed over 90% of my classes though I can catch up I was meant to be in at 9am today but slept in and feefling even if I turn up im so far behind its going to be stressful to catch up even if its easy work and also means if I need to take a day off for something in future I can't really do it.
So I am debating dropping out now and doing a course in Jan at local college (this one was further away but much better college) or doing a evening class at local university to get access to facilities as well as student union.
So go to class now and arrive a hour before end of 1st lecture, then afternoon as usual, or drop out totally?