So after I came out of a relationship, around April 2015, I have been completely celibate. I have only kissed around 4 people since, and certainly haven't had sex. I'm a 17 year old female, although I'm 2 months off of 18, and I really miss sex. My libido is uncontrollable, I'm no longer able to remember what intimacy feels like, and I don't know what to do.
I live in a very small area where word travels fast, and I'm extremely scared of being labled a whore, as it's so so so common here for that to happen (only to women...) I don't have time for a realtionship, with sixth form etc, but I do miss them, and it seems casual sex isn't an option here. I'm getting very insecure about my body, as I feel that this is the problem, and why I can't get a man. I'm about a UK 10-12, with a large bust and very wide hips, yet all the men I know want/have tall, skinny women...
What do you wish you'd been taught?