Im in my first semester of first year and I'm becoming increasingly more miserable. I like being at uni and have made some great friends, but the course is getting me down.
I am extremely motivated when it comes to work so have been pushing myself to keep on top of it, but now at week 7 i don't know how long i can carry on.
I find it boring and confusing, i don't understand whats going on most of the time and i can't remember anything I've been taught up until now.
In terms of number of hours i spend working, it started off consistently high but it is now declining because i just really cant be bothered anymore. I feel lazy and like a failure and i just end up feeling guilty if i stop working but no matter how hard I'm trying everything is just words on a page and none of it is going in or making sense.
I don't know whether i just need to suck it up and focus, or if i should leave. I don't have another course in mind so really don't know what id do with my life.
Is this a valid reason to leave my course? Am i just being lazy..everyone else seems to be managing?
I need help
I don't want Oxford to know I only got an A...