Yeah I split with my ex in May this year and Christmas was one of my favourite times of year to spend with her. So it's a bit weird, gonna be the first Christmas I've spent whilst out of a relationship in 4 years and it feels bit alien really. Just try not to think about it, spend as much time doing fun things with friends and family as you can. If you're like me, then I've got the added pressure of university exams and graduate job applications/interviews to take my mind off of things. Just relax, enjoy the food and the good company. Hope you start to feel a bit better soon!!