16/07/2017 summer updateI just thought I might let you guys know how life has been going. And idk I feel the need to post something.
I actually haven't been enjoying summer as much as I should've.
At the start of summer I cried a lot more regularly as I didn't have anything to distract me from my thoughts.
And I don't cry about exams btw.
I don't know why I feel like sad a lot of the time I have no reason to be.
Anyways it got to the point where I had to find someone going through similar sort of thing as me and by chance I did.
[yes its weird how you can find someone so easily on the internet
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I actually speak to him everyday and its just so nice to find someone like that. It makes me happier and probably is the reason why I'm not sinking into like some sort of depression. We will definitely meet one day such a shame he won't go to the same uni (or even uni for that matter) or even live near me.
A part of me just thinks that uni is just going to destroy me if I don't have anyone there to help me not be sad.
Buutt this sort of stuff is for another time to tell.
What have I been up to during this summer? Not much. Been out partying and town at night a few times and just mainly lazying around during the day. I did also go on holiday to Majorca last week which was nice. I think I've built up a bit of alcohol tolerance and a little bit of a tan as a result
it was a nice relaxing holiday though and was much needed. I felt the happiest I've been on it.
I'm planning to do a regular morning jog at 6-7am each day and yeah idk.
I started some uni notes since we were sent pre-reading from my firm choice. I remember reading some of this stuff as I was writing my personal statement. I found it really tough back then and it doesn't seem too bad now but obviously its still a lot harder to digest.
I feel like lazying around is just a waste of life. I've been trying to speak to new people as well and being a bit more confident.
Oooh I also want to get FP4 done whenever I get really bored
I hope everyone's summer is going alright.