How depressing is it to be alone on new years eve, while everyone else is with friends and loved ones, many of whom get kissed at 12...
Here I am, yet again, finishing the year as I started it, alone and miserable.
Granted I was asked if I was out tonight by someone from work, but this afternoon..it takes me days if not weeks to psych myself up to go out somewhere due to my social anxiety, but not only that, but costs so much to get into anywhere tonight, and a taxi home would be about £40-50 which I can't afford living in the middle of nowhere, so I had to say no again.
So they are all out drinking and socialising, while im sat here online again feeling miserable for myself..
Anyone else feel so conflicted like this? Wanting to go out, yet not wanting too at the same time?!
Happy new year!