I am 24 and for some reason in the last 2 years only, when I have been very drunk (to the point of not remembering) I have sometimes gotten very over-reactionary and angry and nasty to my friends... saying things that I do not mean at all and I have no idea where they are coming from. I can also be quite rude. It usually is provoked by something but that something is usually minor or my own paranoia.
This is a rare occurrence but obviously leads to a lot of self hatred and concern over losing my friendships. This hasn't happened and I have made a change to my drinking habits so I never get this drunk so it is in control now.
It just makes me wonder does this make me a horrible person ? Am I deep down just a nasty person? Why does this happen and does it happen to anyone else? Because it doesn't really happen to any of my friends. I also wonder if it's related to being unhappy in life or something? Because most of my friends would describe me and kind and friendly and empathetic and would never purposefully hurt someone, which I agree with... but then this is something that happens to me which makes me think I am just a horrible person.
I am not looking for replies saying "well don't drink then" because that isn't the question, I have already cut down on my drinking habits and it doesn't happen anymore, I am just wondering why I have to do this while others don't.
Does anyone else get angry/rude when drunk? Watch
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- 04-01-2017 18:33
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- 04-01-2017 18:36
Yep, I had a fall out with one of my 'friends', but to be fair, she deserved it, hence the inverted marks.
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- 05-01-2017 01:50
- 05-01-2017 01:55
I scratched my boyfriend while drunk on NYE. It was an accident and I cried for like five minutes. I think it's safe to say I'm a harmless drunk
- 05-01-2017 01:56