So my boyfriend of nearly 5 years is going on a lads holiday to ayia napa in august and the thought of it is making me feel sick, few reasons
1) hes cheated on me before when hes been drunk ( a kiss)
2) i went to ayia napa with him and a group of friends last year and i know what its like there
3) hes more confident than the other lads
But its not that i dont trust him, ive forgiven him so thats my own issue, hes reassured me that nothings going to happen and he knows how i feel but it doesnt get rid of the feelings, i dont want to be hurt again. I know how it feels and i dont wana be put through it again. What should i do?
When can you expect yours?