Hi. You sound like you look a lot like my boyfriend. My advice is go out and talk to girls. We aren't anymore difficult to talk to than men and we have a lot of overlap of interest. I will say that really attractive women are not likely to have the same interests as you but reasonably pretty women occur in every interest. My boyfriend was too scared to approach me because he thought I was out of his league (he has self esteem issues), yet when he made friends with me and stopped looking at me as a trophy, he found it a lot easier to make the first move. Also, as I became attracted to his really smart personality, I began to find him very attractive in an unconventional sense. So, I guess stop looking at women as trophies and realise that we are people too, then you will get attractive women who genuinely like you. Hope I didn't ramble too much (I get very frustrated over this non-issue).
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