I am probably going to be regarded as a bit seedy and disgusting, but I just cannot stop browsing for prostitutes online and then sleeping with them.
I have lied to pretty much every ex I have had in the past, they never did know that I had a massive thing for paying to have sex with strangers.
For some reason I just cannot get turned on by ordinary everyday sex with a girl you meet in everyday life. I guess I have a fetish for paying for sex, feeling like a loser and being told that I am a pervert by the prostitute. I have even went down on them a lot and got off on the fact they have been ****ed by other men that day. The thing is, that does not bother me at all, that the prostitute has been ****ed by other men... in fact I wish I had the care free attitude of attending gang ****s. It disturbs me a bit, that I am turned on by sharing a woman with other men.
There is an escort I see and she is early 20s and always talking about gangbangs, we have pretty much tried everything and I have had a threesome with her partner before.
Anything, perhaps that is too much information. But I just feel like so out of step with conventional relationships, like I cannot really enjoy the sex in a normal relationship because I crave the sex with strangers.
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I get more turned on by prostitutes (escorts) than I did with my previous partners. watch
- Thread Starter
- 08-02-2017 01:54
- 08-02-2017 07:15
Well, what is your question? If it's working for you, and it's legal where you are, then keep doing what works but consider what's going to happen when that grows old?
- Thread Starter
- 08-02-2017 17:46