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    No sis because you have a special visitor coming down your way today :mmm:
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    Well it's no surprise really, eventually everyone hates me. If people in my own family do, can't really blame others.
    Getting up is hard, but if I don't, I'll just end up staying in bed for 2 weeks straight like I did last time.
    Another bad day piles up. One day the pile will topple and crush any future I have, which should be a good thing as I don't see a good future anyway.
    People from your own family are acc more likely to hate you. My brother hated me, does that mean you hate me, or my friends hate me? Same thing with kids who're abused, their parents hate them but those who surround them don't necessarily? It's not because there is something wrong with you, it's more because there is something really wrong in their head, they want thing to be done their way and everything else is wrong, so basically anyone who's different from them is wrong :lol: which is basically EVERYONE :toofunny:

    If you're saying this because of what i said last night, im sorry you know i didnt mean to, i love you more than you love me

    When was the last time you stayed in bed for 2 weeks? :zomg::console:

    Shhh dont say that. What is written is done. Only allah can change it, us humans can't do that do unless allah wants it so how the **** is a pile gonna do that? The world's greatest power can't without god's permission so you can walk through those bad days and nothing will ruin you if that's what written.
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    (Original post by BintM)
    No sis because you have a special visitor coming down your way today :mmm:
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    Ooh Might see this special person
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    People from your own family are acc more likely to hate you. My brother hated me, does that mean you hate me, or my friends hate me? Same thing with kids who're abused, their parents hate them but those who surround them don't necessarily? It's not because there is something wrong with you, it's more because there is something really wrong in their head, they want thing to be done their way and everything else is wrong, so basically anyone who's different from them is wrong :lol: which is basically EVERYONE :toofunny:

    If you're saying this because of what i said last night, im sorry you know i didnt mean to, i love you more than you love me

    When was the last time you stayed in bed for 2 weeks? :zomg::console:

    Shhh dont say that. What is written is done. Only allah can change it, us humans can't do that do unless allah wants it so how the **** is a pile gonna do that? The world's greatest power can't without god's permission so you can walk through those bad days and nothing will ruin you if that's what written.
    Justwalk confidently because why not


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    You know, you sound like someone, I just cannot figure out who :hmmmm: Wise words though :yep: I know you right, I think I should join them and class everyone as wrong :rofl:

    Not necessarily because of last night, lol, but more, how can anyone love me when I don't love myself. Eventually, I'm going to drive everyone away :sigh:

    erm in Ramadan, when mum was away :eek:

    :heart: really love that. Nothing can do anything against whats written so just walk confidently with head held up high
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    IDK maybe because then you just joined me, blindly, into grumpiness. In doing so, you became a sheep

    Oh God, you're playing the maybe game :lol: So what's the plan? I'd like to join :puppyeyes:


    A nuisance :shh: I did not say that about me kids.


    Lmaoo I think I am going to end up having to learn off you. You learn fast


    I am a fussy eater, though I try to eat it. Don't really care much for how it looks though, so you might just be able to get away with it


    Bet they had secret books full of this stuff
    :rofl: A sheep? Ok, but maybe... I'm disguising myself in sheep's clothing

    And :yep: it's the maybe game Puppy eyes or that disarming cat avatar won't be enough for me to spill. I shall resist.

    :yep:

    A nuisance :shock: You didn't just say that about some lovely, innocent kids :cry2: Ngl they can be devils sometimes :toofunny:

    I might learn, but that doesn't mean I intend to practice

    :yep: They must have


    1. Or a curse. Sure feels like one anyhoe

    2. Unstick me then

    3. Eh wouldn't say wise :rofl: But you can have that title :yep:
    1. Nope, even that's an illusion
    2. :noway: You're not getting unstuck We'll lock this stubborn sheep in a barn if we have to
    3. :slap: You are wise :yep: I'm more childish :rofl:

    I forget to count. Sometimes I forget tomorrow exists. Or worse, sometimes it fills me with dread. Like when I'm happy, I'm apprehensive becaus I know the dip will come.
    :naughty: You have to remember to count. And even though you may dread tomorrow as if it were some sort of life-defining test, it's never THAT bad in the end. And you'll always get some nice surprises which is a bonus (speaking of nice surprises, what happened to that positives thread? )

    Embarrassed, yh quite tbh but sometimes triggered if I re-read somethings I write. No. Always been made to hide what I feel, because when feelings are expressed, people treat you differently.

    But writers write beautiful things, hings whih can move people, they make you feel with their words, escape into another world with their words. I don't do that. My typings/writings are just me, being me.
    Aww :hugs:But do they change the way you're treated? And all the time? Maybe sometimes expressing your feelings can reveal things that could act as a small antidote? Like a reminder of something nice. or something special?

    All emotions are beautiful. It doesn't matter if you write them down for commercial gain or just as a release; the reason is just a mask that has no effect on the beauty underneath.

    What's a parallel world? Never have understood.
    Agreed though, everyone is broken in certain ways but the way they piece themselves together :awesome: Like a kaliedoscope. Breathtaking.
    'Parallel world' is open to interpretation, but here it's two versions of the same world (both of which exist in your mind). And there's no harm in both of them existing because they help you with 'different kinds of weather'.

    'There is no such thing as bad weather, only inappropriate clothing' - an old Scandinavian saying
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    :rofl: A sheep? Ok, but maybe... I'm disguising myself in sheep's clothing

    And :yep: it's the maybe game Puppy eyes or that disarming cat avatar won't be enough for me to spill. I shall resist.

    :yep:

    A nuisance :shock: You didn't just say that about some lovely, innocent kids :cry2: Ngl they can be devils sometimes :toofunny:

    I might learn, but that doesn't mean I intend to practice

    :yep: They must have
    :shock: you're a wolf :run:

    Maybe game looses oh wait, think maybe can never loose, well except in court.

    fine then. I'll just be grumpy because you leaving me out of the fun :lol:

    I just did :teehee: Cheeky buggers, swear I am the only adult they beg to join them to play

    What's the point of the knowledge then?

    1. Nope, even that's an illusion
    2. :noway: You're not getting unstuck We'll lock this stubborn sheep in a barn if we have to
    3. :slap: You are wise :yep: I'm more childish :rofl:
    1. I hate illusions.
    2. Pretty please. You can have a cherry?
    3. Eh, you have that the wrong way round, Dr.

    :naughty: You have to remember to count. And even though you may dread tomorrow as if it were some sort of life-defining test, it's never THAT bad in the end. And you'll always get some nice surprises which is a bonus (speaking of nice surprises, what happened to that positives thread? )
    I killed the thread :proud: Hard racking my brain to find the good bits. They go through the seive first.

    Aww :hugs:But do they change the way you're treated? And all the time? Maybe sometimes expressing your feelings can reveal things that could act as a small antidote? Like a reminder of something nice. or something special?
    Erm, don't understand the question.

    All emotions are beautiful. It doesn't matter if you write them down for commercial gain or just as a release; the reason is just a mask that has no effect on the beauty underneath.
    Agreed reluctantly, but sometimes emotions can be ugly.

    'Parallel world' is open to interpretation, but here it's two versions of the same world (both of which exist in your mind). And there's no harm in both of them existing because they help you with 'different kinds of weather'.

    'There is no such thing as bad weather, only inappropriate clothing' - an old Scandinavian saying
    Hmmm interesting. The mind is so weird, so complicated.
    Nice quote. Do you happen to have a book of quotes on hand?
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    You know, you sound like someone, I just cannot figure out who :hmmmm: Wise words though :yep: I know you right, I think I should join them and class everyone as wrong :rofl:

    Not necessarily because of last night, lol, but more, how can anyone love me when I don't love myself. Eventually, I'm going to drive everyone away :sigh:

    erm in Ramadan, when mum was away :eek:

    :heart: really love that. Nothing can do anything against whats written so just walk confidently with head held up high
    Okay let me know when you find out who :lol: and so do you btw, since when do you 'cannot' :rofl:

    Nooo! Don't join them, you'll hate me :cry2:

    I don't like myself, dont like my life either does that mean you don't like me? people can love you more than you love yourself.

    Aww :hugs: think i remember.

    Yep exactly. Don't even believe that i wrote this lmao

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    I just can't believe how much worse my life is getting over time. It's not even about having nothing to do and no purpose in my life - screw that, I can live sitting in my room doing nothing all the time - it's far worse. Pretty soon something terrible will happen and I'll be mentally traumatised or worse. As if I'm not mentally screwed up enough already.
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    I just can't believe how much worse my life is getting over time. It's not even about having nothing to do and no purpose in my life - screw that, I can live sitting in my room doing nothing all the time - it's far worse. Pretty soon something terrible will happen and I'll be mentally traumatised or worse. As if I'm not mentally screwed up enough already.
    I'm like you, and I'm fine. It's S2M by the way, changed my name
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    I'm like you, and I'm fine. It's S2M by the way, changed my name
    I doubt you have the same serious problems that I have going on right now... I don't want to explain them but I'm living in constant fear to top off my worthlessness. Really want to leave this stupid life but there's no easy way out unfortunately. If only there was a 'self-erase' button which if clicked, would erase you painlessly and without affecting the lives of others.
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    :shock: you're a wolf :run:

    Maybe game looses oh wait, think maybe can never loose, well except in court.

    fine then. I'll just be grumpy because you leaving me out of the fun :lol:

    I just did :teehee: Cheeky buggers, swear I am the only adult they beg to join them to play

    What's the point of the knowledge then?
    :rofl: I knew you'd say that Other things can dress up as sheep too, y'know

    Nope, I think not The maybe game keeps you guessing; and if you're always guessing, you're never ahead

    Alright grumpy I'll be grumpy too :lol: See how you like that

    And so my point has been proven :woo: Those kids obviously see the kid in you, and not in others, so that's why they're so keen to get you involved :ahee: And you said the kid died But I knew it

    No shred of knowledge is ever wasted; you just use different bits at different times :yes:

    1. I hate illusions.
    2. Pretty please. You can have a cherry?
    3. Eh, you have that the wrong way round, Dr.
    1. :lol: Illusions can be fun too. What do you see in this pic? https://cdn2.littlethings.com/app/up..._-850x1172.png
    2. Nope :noway: I'm being grumpy too, remember? :lol: Besides, cherries aren't my favourite fruit. They're rarely sweet and you have to deal with the stones as well
    3. :rofl: See, I've completely lured you into admitting that the kid is still there :ahee: Now that's good progress

    I killed the thread :proud: Hard racking my brain to find the good bits. They go through the seive first.
    :slap: Only you'd be proud of killing such a thread :rofl: Then again, you're the queen of grumpiness so we shouldn't be surprised But it was such a good idea, and it's a shame to see it wasted :cry2:

    Erm, don't understand the question.
    For example, when you're feeling down and KittenMediaya pops out at you, or vice versa. Those kinds of moments do lead to better feelings from what was initially adversity, right? And all I'm saying is that it's you expressing your feelings that leads to those kinds of things :yep:

    Agreed reluctantly, but sometimes emotions can be ugly.
    Some form of agreement is enough

    Hmmm interesting. The mind is so weird, so complicated.
    Nice quote. Do you happen to have a book of quotes on hand?
    It certainly is :yep:
    :rofl: Well I do have quite a few books and I like reading so I've gathered a lot of quotes from there. But also from e.g films and songs etc :yep: But it's not like I go looking for them - I just like to pick them out
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    I doubt you have the same serious problems that I have going on right now... I don't want to explain them but I'm living in constant fear to top off my worthlessness. Really want to leave this stupid life but there's no easy way out unfortunately. If only there was a 'self-erase' button which if clicked, would erase you painlessly and without affecting the lives of others.
    You're going to have to stick to it, no matter how bad. There isn't a easier way to skip this and get to the better part but you just have to have hope and faith that it will get better for you. Everyone at least once in their life wishes this, heck I wish this could happen quite a lot.
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    You're going to have to stick to it, no matter how bad. There isn't a easier way to skip this and get to the better part but you just have to have hope and faith that it will get better for you. Everyone at least once in their life wishes this, heck I wish this could happen quite a lot.
    Yeah I hope, but this isn't like a 'low point' like everyone else with great lives has once in a while. This is a nonstop decline in quality of life. Going back to uni and wasting away there will temporarily solve my problems. But the thought that there's only three more years left is beyond depressing. The years go by extremely quickly when you're both doing nothing and hoping that time goes slowly.
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    Yeah I hope, but this isn't like a 'low point' like everyone else with great lives has once in a while. This is a nonstop decline in quality of life. Going back to uni and wasting away there will temporarily solve my problems. But the thought that there's only three more years left is beyond depressing. The years go by extremely quickly when you're both doing nothing and hoping that time goes slowly.
    I've also been feeling like this for quite a while though I have nothing to show for myself unlike you. I completely agree with you, I also want time to go slower as I'm wasting it everyday. Do you stay at university?
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    I've also been feeling like this for quite a while though I have nothing to show for myself unlike you. I completely agree with you, I also want time to go slower as I'm wasting it everyday. Do you stay at university?
    Well from start of October til Christmas I do. Then Christmas to summer. Those days are the best. Total isolation from everyone else, especially my horrible parents. Don't get me wrong, I'd love a couple of good friends but those days are gone.
 
 
 
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