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    (Original post by Emerald7770)
    Omg same, humans piss me off and scare me. I'm anti social too! *high 10*
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    Tomorrow is Eid. A day people wait for like an impatient, stamping horse. A day that brings out a smile on everyone's face. From poor to rich. They buy dresses, prepare for guests, decorate the house, chat up with neighbors excitedly...




    While I'm sitting here wishing I was never alive. Wishing everything would just stop for a moment. Wishing people would stop pointing fingers. Wishing I could give up everything in life. But it's the weak that give up. I tell myself this over and over again. I whisper it, my heart screams it, and my brain sings it. But something within me wants to disbelieve that. Above my whisper something somewhere keeps screaming "You can't do it. You can't live this life anymore, the life of mockery, of other's hatred for you, of others' accusations, and of others' thanklessness." They say follow your heart. What if my heart fails to cooperate with me anymore? What if the only thing my heart says now is "Please just do whatever the hell you want to. I need a break from being in you. I need a break from this pain. Just stop asking me for advice." What then? I turn to my brain and all I get is "I can't function properly now. I can't help you. I'm sorry."
    I look at my family, my parents who act like it's not a big deal. Like as if their actions aren't hurting anybody at all. Why should I go to them for comfort when they want to hurt me? I look at my innocent young siblings. They play and carry on. Poor them. Little do they know!!! :sad:
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    Just...sad.
    Life is so grey.
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    (Original post by somemightsay888)
    Just...sad.
    Life is so grey.
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    (Original post by Hamoody)
    :console:
    Also :console: as seems like you're having heavy times
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    (Original post by somemightsay888)
    Also :console: as seems like you're having heavy times
    Roughest of the rough. Have you tried hanging out with your friends or go out for a movie or something?
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    (Original post by Hamoody)
    Roughest of the rough. Have you tried hanging out with your friends or go out for a movie or something?
    Did that 2 days ago, literally hanging out with friend and going for a movie. For the couple of hours, it's good, as soon as I get home then it goes downhill. Can't keep bugging people to keep me busy :lol: Eid is tomorrow, not looking forward to it at all like this lol
    Have you?
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    I wouldn't be too sure of me being harmless. The screen is a good mask

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    :rofl: Oh really? :ahee: I know you're little miss (sorry not sorry ) and you can do some damage, but I wonder if you could be tamed by :puppyeyes: and a peace offering of some sort :beard:
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    (Original post by somemightsay888)
    Did that 2 days ago, literally hanging out with friend and going for a movie. For the couple of hours, it's good, as soon as I get home then it goes downhill. Can't keep bugging people to keep me busy :lol: Eid is tomorrow, not looking forward to it at all like this lol
    Have you?
    Same, but my issue is the fact that all I have at the moment unfortunately are two friends. The rest are all on vacation. I just stagnate at home the whole day. Eid's tomorrow, I wouldn't want to bug my lovely friends and spoil their preparations for them :sad:
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    (Original post by Hamoody)
    Same, but my issue is the fact that all I have at the moment unfortunately are two friends. The rest are all on vacation. I just stagnate at home the whole day. Eid's tomorrow, I wouldn't want to bug my lovely friends and spoil their preparations for them :sad:
    Damn, well I've pushed away all but 1 lol so you've 200% my friends :lol: I find getting out the house does help even by yourself. You may as well bug them, I do and they're also doing Eid prep. It doesn't seem like you have immediate help so bug them
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    Genuinely don't have the mental strength for Eid, don't know how I'm going to get through this :sad:


    (Original post by Hamoody)
    Tomorrow is Eid. A day people wait for like an impatient, stamping horse. A day that brings out a smile on everyone's face. From poor to rich. They buy dresses, prepare for guests, decorate the house, chat up with neighbors excitedly...




    While I'm sitting here wishing I was never alive. Wishing everything would just stop for a moment. Wishing people would stop pointing fingers. Wishing I could give up everything in life. But it's the weak that give up. I tell myself this over and over again. I whisper it, my heart screams it, and my brain sings it. But something within me wants to disbelieve that. Above my whisper something somewhere keeps screaming "You can't do it. You can't live this life anymore, the life of mockery, of other's hatred for you, of others' accusations, and of others' thanklessness." They say follow your heart. What if my heart fails to cooperate with me anymore? What if the only thing my heart says now is "Please just do whatever the hell you want to. I need a break from being in you. I need a break from this pain. Just stop asking me for advice." What then? I turn to my brain and all I get is "I can't function properly now. I can't help you. I'm sorry."
    I look at my family, my parents who act like it's not a big deal. Like as if their actions aren't hurting anybody at all. Why should I go to them for comfort when they want to hurt me? I look at my innocent young siblings. They play and carry on. Poor them. Little do they know!!! :sad:
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    My heart keeps skipping beats...or idk what it is. So scared.

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    My heart keeps skipping beats...or idk what it is. So scared.

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    Thanks cheese

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    (Original post by KittenMediaya)
    My heart keeps skipping beats...or idk what it is. So scared.
    Sounds like heart palpitations. They're usually harmless but if they last a long time it might be something you want to get checked out. :console:
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    Thanks cheese

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    (Original post by CheeseIsVeg)
    Anytime Always here for you :lovehug:
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    My chest hurts, feels like it's filled with cold air idk what to do.

    And why aren't you asleep yet?

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    (Original post by KittenMediaya)
    My chest hurts, feels like it's filled with cold air idk what to do.

    And why aren't you asleep yet?

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    :console: try to relax, have you taken something for it/asked someone about it? :hugs:

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      (Original post by CheeseIsVeg)
      :console: try to relax, have you taken something for it/asked someone about it? :hugs:

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      Alright. I took all my normal meds. And no everyone's a asleep rn. I'm just using a hot water bottle, lol idk if it's a good idea.


      :hugs: try to sleep?
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