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    (Original post by LunaCat)
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    Crap
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    Like this house is a prison
    Like I am being controlled
    I hate studying because I cannot understand

    Can I just kill myself
    :hugs::hugs: here, you know where I am if you want to talk sis.
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    I'm shattered but can't sleep (it's 1:15am) due to being sore. I might've been able to nod off when I went to bed about 11pm but my cat decided to start singing us the songs of his people.
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    (Original post by Poooky)
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      I feel so rejected by my friends...none of them want to be around me. They leave early without me, they don't want to be paired with me, when I'm with them they just move over to their preferred friends and talk to them instead. They don't enjoy bejng with me. I don't know why. I make an effort to be friendly and chatty and kind to them. Yet it doesn't seem to make any difference. They'll be friendly and nice to be on the face of it, but their actions show otherwise. It makes my insides clench every time I feel rejected. I wish for once in my life I could see someone actively wanting to be with me and enjoying me.
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      (Original post by Dr Strange)
      Ahh, I thought so Yes - in fact all (supermarket) milk is significantly altered from its natural state (for so-called health and safety reasons)

      Yep - sometimes I have juice/smoothies. Innocent smoothies are my favourite atm :yep: But other than that I just have water
      Omg :rofl: For real? :shock: I mean... wow :shock: You were right when you said that the laziness is beyond my imagination :rofl: But seriously, that can't have been the (main) reason?
      :ahee: You're right there :yep: Writing is an art, though mine perhaps resembles scribbles more than anything meaningful :rofl:

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      Ahh, yeah But it works fine with nice people :yes:
      Hmm, sometimes Not a daily thing tho Maybe once or twice a week :lol:
      :rofl: Fair enough. But what happens when there's no chocolate left and no one buys any for a while? :beard: Or does everyone know that you're the main culprit :teehee:


      I don't really like milk though, so doesn't bother me much
      I assume your sometimes is going to be very little
      :rofl: not kidding Nah I just didn't have an appetite, and hated meal times because I 'had' to eat a certain amount :lol: Generally, males are big eaters :curious:
      stop putting your writing down like that.
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      I think you just made this up
      Waaaa? Srs just once or twice a week, I couldn't do that :noway:
      I make sure to get a loads more during our shopping trips. Wouldn't you plan ahead like that, hmmm :mmm:
      :eek: They figured out but don't know where I put 'em :teehee:
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      well lets just say i'm crying due to work load
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      Pretty depressed at the minute, and DESPERATELY want to drop out of A-levels
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        To follow on for my last post, we were in our specialism subjects today ... it finished at 1 and A hasn't come home yet so she's obviously met up with E and H. No one thinks to include me. And I don't want to message her asking where she is because that'll come across needy. I feel miserable when I'm not included. And they KNOW I want to be included. I'm always asking to come along if I'm there in person. Why couldn't they message me and ask what I'm doing? Why does nobody do that? Why does nobody give a damn about me? :cry2: It's not fair ... :cry:


        Also, I'm feeling embarrassed and annoyed because I was sitting in the living room with my housemate when another housemate and her mother came in. They sat down and then her mum goes "Well I don't like that mirror!" ..... that's MY mirror! I bought it specially for the house.:cry2: It's octagonal with a wooden frame. I got everyone's approval before I bought it and hung it up. Who goes into someone's house and declares they don't like something?! Then she said "I hope it doesn't belong to anyone here" and the girl went "yes it does!" and I said it was mine... Oh TSR it was ever so awkward. You could have cut the tension with a knife.:cry:
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        (Original post by littlenorthernlass)
        I feel so rejected by my friends...none of them want to be around me. They leave early without me, they don't want to be paired with me, when I'm with them they just move over to their preferred friends and talk to them instead. They don't enjoy bejng with me. I don't know why. I make an effort to be friendly and chatty and kind to them. Yet it doesn't seem to make any difference. They'll be friendly and nice to be on the face of it, but their actions show otherwise. It makes my insides clench every time I feel rejected. I wish for once in my life I could see someone actively wanting to be with me and enjoying me.
        I enjoyed our brief chat in London Euston station that one time
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        I don't understand why I fail at almost everything I do. In virtually any group I am the outsider and the loser. The best I can hope for with regards to people's opinions of me is that they don't pay much mind; beyond that they will be almost universally negative. People say that guys don't ***** much, but that's utter balls, and all I do by ever socialising it all is just put myself up as prime candidate when I'm not around. I am very often quiet and if I come out with anything it is awkward, boring or stupid, I am quick to incredibly childish anger at times and I am totally inept. I am poor and that will never change, it will only get worse, because I never developed any semblance of a work ethic, and even if I could put in all the effort in the world I'd fail. I feel like there's absolutely definitely something wrong with me. Maybe I'm dyspraxic or something. I'm so f**king bad in any practical situation. Like I went to a few badminton situations in first year and I couldn't serve, literally couldn't coordinate myself to serve. When I learned to ride a bike I was always behind everyone else and barely passed; I don't think I could even ride one today. I didn't understand how to operate a cash register or clean a window in GCSE work experience. And I could handle this if I'd ever gotten good at anything I'd ever put myself into but nope. I'm basically just a malfunctioning mess.
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          (Original post by ChaoticButterfly)
          I enjoyed our brief chat in London Euston station that one time
          That's nice of you




          Carrying on from previous posts, I heard A come in 20 minutes ago and heard her telling the girls that she'd been to a BBQ at H's house with E and H. I am gutted. I love BBQs. Why do none of them think to invite me? I find it really really hurtful. I've just been in bed all afternoon...:cry2:
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          (Original post by starfab)
          I don't really like milk though, so doesn't bother me much
          I assume your sometimes is going to be very little
          :rofl: not kidding Nah I just didn't have an appetite, and hated meal times because I 'had' to eat a certain amount :lol: Generally, males are big eaters :curious:
          stop putting your writing down like that.
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          I think you just made this up
          Waaaa? Srs just once or twice a week, I couldn't do that :noway:
          I make sure to get a loads more during our shopping trips. Wouldn't you plan ahead like that, hmmm :mmm:
          :eek: They figured out but don't know where I put 'em :teehee:








          Ahh, fair enough :lol:
          :lol: Nope, not 'very little' - definitely a lot more often than chocolate
          Aww fair enough :rofl:
          Kids are generally big eaters too But me - I've never had a huge appetite tbh :lol: but I need to get through a lot of calories (3000 ish) every day to keep everything up
          What's so good about my writing?
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          Yeppp, I did :rofl: But as long as it works it doesn't matter
          :lol: Yeah, just once or twice a week. Discipline and all that
          :rofl: Fair enough. Not that I think you could ever forget anyway :teehee:
          Ahh, hiding them away, huh? :lol: Has anyone ever tried to find your stash? :beard:


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          (Original post by MrsMars)
          Yeah, they believe that it's worth it for the flavour

          I don't feel like there is, I just add enough spice that no one feels the absence of elaichi :smug:

          Youtube is your friend :yep:
          Try Cook with Faiza :mmm:
          Ahhh :hmmmm: I'm not so sure myself :rofl:

          Fair enough - that's actually a clever way of managing it :lol:

          Thanks for the recommendation She's actually really good, so I might be able to add to my repertoire here :woo: Watched a couple of videos already

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          I hate the fact that I'm still losing weight even though I'm actually eating now. I can't win :cry2:
          I'm too scared to even weigh myself
          :console: Your metabolic rate must be high Eat more? You're allowed junk food as well
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          Tireddddddd but can't sleep. Yes I put my phone away for half an hour then gave up :lol::facepalm:
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          Constricted, havent been able to breathe properly all day tbh, chest has been hurting a lot
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          Constricted, havent been able to breathe properly all day tbh, chest has been hurting a lot
          :console:
          Any medicine available? My chest was also terrible these past few days weirdly lol
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          Any medicine available? My chest was also terrible these past few days weirdly lol
          not as of yet and awww sms :hugs: maybe we are synced :p::console:
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          MRI scan in a few weeks.

          Absolutely ****ing ******** it
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          (Original post by Dr Strange)
          Ahhh :hmmmm: I'm not so sure myself :rofl:

          Fair enough - that's actually a clever way of managing it :lol:

          Thanks for the recommendation She's actually really good, so I might be able to add to my repertoire here :woo: Watched a couple of videos already



          :console: Your metabolic rate must be high Eat more? You're allowed junk food as well
          :lol: same :five:
          I know :smug: it tastes better and there's no fear when eating :rofl:

          My pleasure I know :yep:
          Ooh, good stuff :woo: Let know how the food turns out

          I'm eating SO much I feel like it's making me sick I know, and I'm having some junk food, but I'm in Pakistan just now and I miss Lindor and Doritos and Walkers Irn Bru :cry2:
          I'm not very fond of most of the junk food here :facepalm:
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