24 and never had oral sex

I'm 24 male and I never had oral sex.
I had sex twice a few years ago but the girl I was with didn't give me a blowjob.

It used to get me down because these days every 14 year old gets that from his girlfriend.
And I don't think i'll ever get the chance again because i'm very shy.

But you know what?
The heck with it.
I guess some things were never meant to happen.
So i'll never get a blowjob, so be it.
I don't care.
So you only live once and I will never experpience it, the heck with it I don't care, so be it.

You know what everybody?

The heck with it.
So, i'll never get a blowjob.
So be it...

But you know what?
The heck with it.
I guess some things were never meant to happen.
So i'll never get a blowjob, so be it.
I don't care.
So you only live once and I will never experpience it, the heck with it I don't care, so be it.