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:( Depressed

I dont know where to start, my life just seems so pointless. Its a long story so im sorry! i have no friends because all my old gd friends have become ppl i dnt want 2 hang about wiv i.e. sleepin around n gettin a reputation, gttin bladdered every weekend etc etc i dnt mind goin out but im younger than every1 so cant get served n then they stop servin me wen ppl start buyin me drinks so basically cant have a social life till im 18. tried goin out wi m8s for meals, bowlin, cinemas etc etc bt they never ask me so i jus end up askin n then taggin along as if i shouldnt really be there. i just feel like everyone thinks im weird n different. i dont fit in wiv ppl n i hate it.

my bf makes me so happy when im with him and now hes gone away to uni so im missin him n feel rli alone. i dont wanna be talkin to him all the time cos e needs to spend tym settling in n i know that so just gotta keep everything to myself. iv tried lookin for new hobbies to keep me busy but they r too expensive n i cnt afford that. i jus wana give up n dnt see the point in gettin up in the mornin, cant even look forward to nefin cos then im goin to uni next yr wen im guna b even more alone in a social situation which makes me panic, i have small panic attacks wen im in situations like that n even then im guna b away from all my family n im guna b so alone.

i cnt b bothered wiv nefin nemore, iv gt nuffin left! sorry for this jus wanted to ryt it sumwher to see if ne1 feels the same x x fanx 4 readin
can you find anything positive in your life? how are your grades at school? family relationships? personal skills? if you can't find anything positive at all and really do struggle with getting up in the morning, then consider talking to your GP. They can be a great help and won't think you're silly. Depresion is a serious illness and you need help if you can't see the point in life. PM me if you want to chat. I've just been diagnosed with depression so I know how you feel. x
Reply 2
A problem shared is a problem halved. I reckon you need to talk to:

(1) Your mum - they always know whats best!
(2) Your boyfriend - who would probably love to hear from you
(3) Your doctor, who can help you with your social anxiety
Reply 3
tell me (or us) more about your self, do you work? currently go to college i presume?

theres nothing wrong with ditching your current friends if you feel that strongly against how they are or so, as long as you can find alternatives to 'keep you going'.

what sport are you into? if you for example like to play tennis or so such places do 'social' events every week it will work out cheaper than usual too.

about the tagging along part, try and take charge by organizing events ur self, whether its a night out or cinema or what ever ur into =)