I need help making a decision (mental sanity on the line)Watch this thread
Or b) see the teacher, get out of it, let it slide, not properly take the consequences for my actions i.e. having not worked hard enough and having not been organised enough and feel massive guilt and self-loathing about having to do this sort of thing again but then be happier and more optimistic and focused about everything and probably in my opinion perform better in the long run
either way parents will be disappointed as mum has seen me get out of work either by asking in advance or going in and breaking down too many times this year. I know I never seem to learn - I seriously don't do this deliberately - but at this point in time I just want to do all I can to do well in my A levels. I realise I probably have an actual problem regarding my work ethic and organisation but psychoanalysis and more long term self improvement can probably wait till after...
Other things I'm getting upset / stressed about:
- flute grade 8 exam this thursday
- 2x french speaking exams next wednesday
- c1 retake day before phil as exam..........
Focus on what needs done first and then move on to the next thing. If you make a mess of it- yeah you'll be disappointed. But on the larger scale it really doesn't matter and there's nothing that you can do that can't be rectified later.
Be kind to yourself- chill out. Maybe speak to the GP about some sort of anti anxiety meds- I can practically hear you jittering in your text.