I think I'm gonna be quite devastated if(when) I get rejected because I stupidly put too much work into Cambridge, read the prospectus over and over and looked at what current medical research they were doing etc.
And also the fact that all of my friends, volunteer workmates and even my hairdresser are really excited about it and are like "OH WOW!!! YOU WILL DEFO GET IN WITH THOSE GRADES!!" They don't appreciate just how good you have to be to get in and that I'm incredibly average compared to fellow applicants.
Had the interviews and one was quite disastrous so it's only just reinforced my belief that I will get rejected.
First week of January will be a bad week, but after that recovery period, everything will all work out fine!!! Besides, rejection for me, will only make me even more determined to get in somewhere else.