I feel used/ Does everyone think I'm a slut?? :(

Right now I'm feeling a little bit used and I feel like everyone sees me as a slut.

I've never had sex but a couple of months ago I got very drunk and got with and gave head to one of the popular, "cool" guys in my school and we talked for a little while after (though it became pretty obvious he was just using me for pics/to sleep with). Last month I was out for my best friends birthday and I got drunk and the same thing happened again with the same guy. However it was outside and really not classy or nice at all. The guy I got with obviously told all his friends about it and was showing off to them about getting with me. This obviously made me feel very used and hurt because I really liked him and cared about him and he doesn't like me like that. Also he is the only boy I've more than pulled.

A couple of days ago my guy friend gave me lift home and this guy is good friends with the first guy. But he is really nice and funny and kind and not like all the other boys. Like he is the nicest person ever and I thought we were really good friends. The night before when I texted him and asked if he could give me a lift he was like "what will you give me in return" and was saying stuff like "you better make it worth my while". I was such an idiot and I thought he wanted to see my dog. (Because we both like dogs and mine is so cute). However on the way home he kept asking me about what I did with the other guy and taking about sex and stuff and I was completely oblivious because I thought we were just friends. I've always liked this guy and I ended up getting really nervous and just blurting out I've always liked him. Basically we ended up pulling and he wanted to have sex but I told him I had my period and then he asked me to give him a bj and I said no.

It was so awkward and horrible after and he looked so upset and asked me never to tell anyone.

I just feel so used because like with the first guy I kind of expected it because that's the kind of person he is but with this guy I am so hurt because he is not like that and he is so nice.

I'm so hurt also because before we pulled and before I thought anything was going to happen I told him that I was upset because I know everyone thinks of me as a slut and he told me that no one thinks that and that I'm not but he then treated me like one

I know he doesn't like me because afterwards he told me he still liked another girl.

I'm just so hurt right now. Is this the way everyone sees me? No one likes me for me, they just like me for my body and my boobs and that's it. Is there something wrong with me? All my friends have nice boyfriends but even the nice boys just see me as a cheap booty call. Like I can't explain how nice the second guy is, he's so nice and he still used me.

Right now I'm feeling a little bit used and I feel like everyone sees me as a slut.

I've never had sex but a couple of months ago I got very drunk and got with and gave head to one of the popular, "cool" guys in my school and we talked for a little while after (though it became pretty obvious he was just using me for pics/to sleep with). Last month I was out for my best friends birthday and I got drunk and the same thing happened again with the same guy. However it was outside and really not classy or nice at all. The guy I got with obviously told all his friends about it and was showing off to them about getting with me. This obviously made me feel very used and hurt because I really liked him and cared about him and he doesn't like me like that. Also he is the only boy I've more than pulled.

A couple of days ago my guy friend gave me lift home and this guy is good friends with the first guy. But he is really nice and funny and kind and not like all the other boys. Like he is the nicest person ever and I thought we were really good friends. The night before when I texted him and asked if he could give me a lift he was like "what will you give me in return" and was saying stuff like "you better make it worth my while". I was such an idiot and I thought he wanted to see my dog. (Because we both like dogs and mine is so cute). However on the way home he kept asking me about what I did with the other guy and taking about sex and stuff and I was completely oblivious because I thought we were just friends. I've always liked this guy and I ended up getting really nervous and just blurting out I've always liked him. Basically we ended up pulling and he wanted to have sex but I told him I had my period and then he asked me to give him a bj and I said no.

It was so awkward and horrible after and he looked so upset and asked me never to tell anyone.

I just feel so used because like with the first guy I kind of expected it because that's the kind of person he is but with this guy I am so hurt because he is not like that and he is so nice.

I'm so hurt also because before we pulled and before I thought anything was going to happen I told him that I was upset because I know everyone thinks of me as a slut and he told me that no one thinks that and that I'm not but he then treated me like one

I know he doesn't like me because afterwards he told me he still liked another girl.

I'm just so hurt right now. Is this the way everyone sees me? No one likes me for me, they just like me for my body and my boobs and that's it. Is there something wrong with me? All my friends have nice boyfriends but even the nice boys just see me as a cheap booty call. Like I can't explain how nice the second guy is, he's so nice and he still used me.

I'm sorry you have to go through this. It must be horrible, all I can really suggest is keeping your head up and concentrating what matters:
friendships, family, schoolwork, your future etc. Give it time, eventually people will forget what happened between you and that guy.
Any guy who is actually decent shouldn't care about your past, which in your case isn't even that bad considering it was one guy, neither should they label you as easy due to those two interactions. Stay strong x

Right now I'm feeling a little bit used and I feel like everyone sees me as a slut.

I've never had sex but a couple of months ago I got very drunk and got with and gave head to one of the popular, "cool" guys in my school and we talked for a little while after (though it became pretty obvious he was just using me for pics/to sleep with). Last month I was out for my best friends birthday and I got drunk and the same thing happened again with the same guy. However it was outside and really not classy or nice at all. The guy I got with obviously told all his friends about it and was showing off to them about getting with me. This obviously made me feel very used and hurt because I really liked him and cared about him and he doesn't like me like that. Also he is the only boy I've more than pulled.

A couple of days ago my guy friend gave me lift home and this guy is good friends with the first guy. But he is really nice and funny and kind and not like all the other boys. Like he is the nicest person ever and I thought we were really good friends. The night before when I texted him and asked if he could give me a lift he was like "what will you give me in return" and was saying stuff like "you better make it worth my while". I was such an idiot and I thought he wanted to see my dog. (Because we both like dogs and mine is so cute). However on the way home he kept asking me about what I did with the other guy and taking about sex and stuff and I was completely oblivious because I thought we were just friends. I've always liked this guy and I ended up getting really nervous and just blurting out I've always liked him. Basically we ended up pulling and he wanted to have sex but I told him I had my period and then he asked me to give him a bj and I said no.

It was so awkward and horrible after and he looked so upset and asked me never to tell anyone.

I just feel so used because like with the first guy I kind of expected it because that's the kind of person he is but with this guy I am so hurt because he is not like that and he is so nice.

I'm so hurt also because before we pulled and before I thought anything was going to happen I told him that I was upset because I know everyone thinks of me as a slut and he told me that no one thinks that and that I'm not but he then treated me like one

I know he doesn't like me because afterwards he told me he still liked another girl.

I'm just so hurt right now. Is this the way everyone sees me? No one likes me for me, they just like me for my body and my boobs and that's it. Is there something wrong with me? All my friends have nice boyfriends but even the nice boys just see me as a cheap booty call. Like I can't explain how nice the second guy is, he's so nice and he still used me.

Right now I'm feeling a little bit used and I feel like everyone sees me as a slut.

I've never had sex but a couple of months ago I got very drunk and got with and gave head to one of the popular, "cool" guys in my school and we talked for a little while after (though it became pretty obvious he was just using me for pics/to sleep with). Last month I was out for my best friends birthday and I got drunk and the same thing happened again with the same guy. However it was outside and really not classy or nice at all. The guy I got with obviously told all his friends about it and was showing off to them about getting with me. This obviously made me feel very used and hurt because I really liked him and cared about him and he doesn't like me like that. Also he is the only boy I've more than pulled.

A couple of days ago my guy friend gave me lift home and this guy is good friends with the first guy. But he is really nice and funny and kind and not like all the other boys. Like he is the nicest person ever and I thought we were really good friends. The night before when I texted him and asked if he could give me a lift he was like "what will you give me in return" and was saying stuff like "you better make it worth my while". I was such an idiot and I thought he wanted to see my dog. (Because we both like dogs and mine is so cute). However on the way home he kept asking me about what I did with the other guy and taking about sex and stuff and I was completely oblivious because I thought we were just friends. I've always liked this guy and I ended up getting really nervous and just blurting out I've always liked him. Basically we ended up pulling and he wanted to have sex but I told him I had my period and then he asked me to give him a bj and I said no.

It was so awkward and horrible after and he looked so upset and asked me never to tell anyone.

I just feel so used because like with the first guy I kind of expected it because that's the kind of person he is but with this guy I am so hurt because he is not like that and he is so nice.

I'm so hurt also because before we pulled and before I thought anything was going to happen I told him that I was upset because I know everyone thinks of me as a slut and he told me that no one thinks that and that I'm not but he then treated me like one

I know he doesn't like me because afterwards he told me he still liked another girl.

I'm just so hurt right now. Is this the way everyone sees me? No one likes me for me, they just like me for my body and my boobs and that's it. Is there something wrong with me? All my friends have nice boyfriends but even the nice boys just see me as a cheap booty call. Like I can't explain how nice the second guy is, he's so nice and he still used me.

Right now I'm feeling a little bit used and I feel like everyone sees me as a slut.

I've never had sex but a couple of months ago I got very drunk and got with and gave head to one of the popular, "cool" guys in my school and we talked for a little while after (though it became pretty obvious he was just using me for pics/to sleep with). Last month I was out for my best friends birthday and I got drunk and the same thing happened again with the same guy. However it was outside and really not classy or nice at all. The guy I got with obviously told all his friends about it and was showing off to them about getting with me. This obviously made me feel very used and hurt because I really liked him and cared about him and he doesn't like me like that. Also he is the only boy I've more than pulled.

A couple of days ago my guy friend gave me lift home and this guy is good friends with the first guy. But he is really nice and funny and kind and not like all the other boys. Like he is the nicest person ever and I thought we were really good friends. The night before when I texted him and asked if he could give me a lift he was like "what will you give me in return" and was saying stuff like "you better make it worth my while". I was such an idiot and I thought he wanted to see my dog. (Because we both like dogs and mine is so cute). However on the way home he kept asking me about what I did with the other guy and taking about sex and stuff and I was completely oblivious because I thought we were just friends. I've always liked this guy and I ended up getting really nervous and just blurting out I've always liked him. Basically we ended up pulling and he wanted to have sex but I told him I had my period and then he asked me to give him a bj and I said no.

It was so awkward and horrible after and he looked so upset and asked me never to tell anyone.

I just feel so used because like with the first guy I kind of expected it because that's the kind of person he is but with this guy I am so hurt because he is not like that and he is so nice.

I'm so hurt also because before we pulled and before I thought anything was going to happen I told him that I was upset because I know everyone thinks of me as a slut and he told me that no one thinks that and that I'm not but he then treated me like one

I know he doesn't like me because afterwards he told me he still liked another girl.

I'm just so hurt right now. Is this the way everyone sees me? No one likes me for me, they just like me for my body and my boobs and that's it. Is there something wrong with me? All my friends have nice boyfriends but even the nice boys just see me as a cheap booty call. Like I can't explain how nice the second guy is, he's so nice and he still used me.