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Witnessed a drug overdose...

This may not be the right forum for this so feel free to move it. Whilst at a music festival this July I was being attended to in the St. Johns tent (for injuries not caused by my own actions) when a man was brought in. He had taken alot of drugs and his heart stopped. There were no cubicles and I watched on horrified as he was rescucitated with the paddles in front of me and when he stabilised was taken to hospital. I can still remember what his friend said he had taken (9 pills and some ketamine) and I never found out if he was ok.

I don't want to discuss if drugs are right or wrong really as my opinions are already clear in my mind. I have taken drugs before but seeing that was a shock as I could understand how you would get to that point and have not taken them since. It wasn't just that incident that effected me but it did make me aware of the fragility of life and death and I carry it with me today. I just want to know if the guy I saw is ok. I don't want to speak to him or his friends or anything because I didn't know him but I don't know I guess to an extent I'm curious. I looked on the Warwickshire police at their report of how many people went to hospital and they had two people going on Saturday morning. This incident occured on Saturday afternoon and he was the 2nd person I saw go to hospital by ambulance during the time I was there so I think perhaps they are sugaring the truth a little (I don't mean that rudely). Any suggestions on what to do guys? And has anyone else seen something horrible happen to a stranger? Sorry I'm just finding it a little hard to let go of.

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Reply 1

Im a student nurse, yes, you get over it.

Reply 2

ro-ro
I have taken drugs before but seeing that was a shock as I could understand how you would get to that point and have not taken them since.
Some people try to be hardcore by taking many more pills than they need to get ****ed up.

Some (as in the cases of cocaine and heroin) let their addiction drive them and take massive amounts even when they know they should stop.

Hard drugs are stupid. The sad truth is that many people don't value their lives enough to care once it gets that bad, and a lot of them only started such drugs because they never valued their lives to begin with.

You didn't know the guy, and it's unlikely you will track him down with so little information. It is shocking to see bad things happen to strangers, but you will get over it. If he died, it's sad, but people die every day. You don't always get to see it, but it happens. The best you can do is get on with your own life and take the lesson with you.

Reply 3

I record myself so I can see what happens...


but seriously though...serious stuff here....people are drug addicts and need help...usually wont understand it until they've hit rock bottom or are already dead.

Reply 4

of course awful things happen to people. it is really sad but life does go on.

i think it's important for me to remember that these things continue to happen whether we witness them or not, so we don't really have a right to a personal emotion about it if we didn't know the person. as the whole situation isn't about us.

i'm sorry if this has affected you deeply, which it obviously has if you're still bothered by it months later, but i think you need to try and let it go.

Reply 5

Bit of a side issue, but you can't actually "overdose" on ecstasy.

The only way a chap's heart would have stopped in these circumstances is through hyperthermia etc caused by his dodgy drug-addled dancing or alternatively if he had a serious heart defect.

Ink
Hard drugs are stupid.


You're not suggesting ecstasy and ketamine are "hard drugs" are you?

Reply 6

Libertinus Septentrionalis
Bit of a side issue, but you can't actually "overdose" on ecstasy.

The only way a chap's heart would have stopped in these circumstances is through hyperthermia etc caused by his dodgy drug-addled dancing or alternatively if he had a serious heart defect.



You're not suggesting ecstasy and ketamine are "hard drugs" are you?

Uhm, aren't ketamine and ecstasy two completely different drugs?

I honestly don't know that much about Ketamine - I've never done it, and I've not heard any of my drug-using friends talk about it much. The fact that the OP said that someone had ODed on it made me think it (or something he took) was at least somewhat dangerous.

My opinions on ecstasy are another matter. I wouldn't call it a "hard" drug but it is "harder" than weed, there is a chance of getting "hard" drugs in an "E" pill (since you really have no idea what's going to be in it), and there seems to be a complete lack of scientific research on the drug. Top that off with the depressive episodes and addicted ways some of my friends have acted about it and it's a drug that I stay away from. Then again, this thread isn't about that.

My post was more about why people let themselves get to a point where they would OD on drugs than a specific commentary on Ketamine or Ecstasy.

Reply 7

Ketamine is a horse tranquilizer and it slows your heart down. It's really messy and it makes you puke sometimes and you can end up in a K hole which is like a bad trip you can't get out of. That's what I know from hear say so if anyone has more to add that they know they're welcome.

Also he probably had been dancing it was a massive dance festival and they were also apparently dodgy drugs going around. 9 pills is excessive so I'd class it as an overdose even if the problems caused were not directly relate. Just mixing ecstacy and alcohol can in theory mess your heart up although I've never met anyone it's happened to.

Reply 8

ro-ro
Ketamine is a horse tranquilizer and it slows your heart down. It's really messy and it makes you puke sometimes and you can end up in a K hole which is like a bad trip you can't get out of. That's what I know from hear say so if anyone has more to add that they know they're welcome.


to the OP, i have taken 15 ectasy pills in one night before, however they were spread out over about 6 hours. after the first 6 they stopped having much of an affect on us, by the end were were dropping 3 at a time. although in the morning you do feel exceptionally wierd. the best way to describe it is that you feel like a ghost with no emotions and just existing walking and chatting to your mates. very strange in deed.

also i have taken ketamine twice, and i had rather too much. we honestly thought we were going to die, like its very hard to move, not because you cant, but because you dont want to move, which in turn i guess means you canot move properly. it also affected our speach, you had to say a sentance as fast as you could with one breath otherwise nobody would hear it. and you slur your speech in the morning also. during the night i kinda blanked out and woke up as i was stumbling towards the tap for some water with my mate talking. but it was like somebody had just started turning up his voice as i was drinking out the tap. nasty stuff.

Reply 9

Ink
Some people try to be hardcore by taking many more pills than they need to get ****ed up.


wrong. just wrong, people take pills for the experience of it. the first time you only need 1 and its absolutly amazing, however you need more and more after that if you want the same experience. so its easy to overdo it. nothing to do with trying to be hardcore. your clearly an armchair critic.

Ink
Some (as in the cases of cocaine and heroin) let their addiction drive them and take massive amounts even when they know they should stop.


i agree with that, having a few mates who went way way too far on coke and are still paying their debts 3 years later that is correct in my experience.

Ink
Hard drugs are stupid. The sad truth is that many people don't value their lives enough to care once it gets that bad, and a lot of them only started such drugs because they never valued their lives to begin with.


again, completely untrue. many people start taking drugs because they are searching for a better time than just say drinking alchohol. i dont know a single person who takes drugs because they dont vale themselves. they ALL do it because they want to have a good time. thats the addictive part.

Reply 10

Dac_10

again, completely untrue. many people start taking drugs because they are searching for a better time than just say drinking alchohol. i dont know a single person who takes drugs because they dont vale themselves. they ALL do it because they want to have a good time. thats the addictive part.


Another reason (for those who are underage) is its much easier to get hold of illegal drugs than alcohol or tobacco.

Its a funny world we live in.

Reply 11

Dac_10

again, completely untrue. many people start taking drugs because they are searching for a better time than just say drinking alchohol. i dont know a single person who takes drugs because they dont vale themselves. they ALL do it because they want to have a good time. thats the addictive part.


surely you could argue that these people don't have a happy enough life so need the excitement of drugs? and you also can't say that Ink is completely wrong just because the people you know don't seem to fall into that category, that's a little bit narrow minded of you.

I'm sure everybody has their own reasons for taking drugs...and i'm sure there will be an overlap with these reasons too.

as for the OP, I'm sorry to hear about your experience. I have had the experience of watching someone i know die, so i can see where you are coming from, although it wasnt the same circumstances. anyway, i think that if you really cant put your mind at ease, you could maybe try and talk to the police that were involved, to find out whether he did die, it might be unlikely to find any information out for confidentiality reasons, but at least you would know you have tried to find out. it will take time to get over, but liek someone else said, if you try and apply the experience positively to stop you from making mistakes and things then, well, its the best you can do. :smile:

Reply 12

I had a similar experience when I was in hospital one time.

I had had trouble breathing and was put on the overnight observation ward, not only is this a very noisy ward [It's basically halfway house between A&E and intensive care or a normal ward] but you also get woken up every 2 hours regardless for themto check on you.

It was noisy but I managed to drift off eventually, and I was in the "green" section of the ward which was basically the "safe" bit, none of us were desperately ill and we were last priority, turns out however that it was a very busy night and that there were no beds left in the red, orange and yellow sections, just the one opposite me in the green section. This guy came in and he was just shouting in pain he was just saying "oooh oooh" and there were about four Doctors and three nurses running around him like crazy. This guy seemed [other than his physical symptoms] fine, since he could answer questions.

He smoked weed, daily, he didn't say how much. He smoked 60 cigarettes daily and drank 8 pints daily, about 20 on a weekend. He was only 32 but he sounded about 60. I couldn't see anything but I could hear more than I would have liked to. He had basically gone cold turkey the night before and he had therefore not smoked, drank or taken drugs [from what I gathered he took more than just weed] in about 24 hours, and his system was shutting down. All I could hear were people running round after him, hooking machines and taking blood and shouting questions and him shouting for help because he "couldn't see anyone there" when there were about 4 people surrounding him. It seemed like he was there for an hour, throwing up and shaking and falling off the bed and soiling himself and crying and shouting, but I bet it wasn't even ten minutes. He heart stopped, and they brought him back, it stopped again and they brought him back again and I remember feeling like I was in a movie, after they brought him back the third time he was rushed to intensive care. I never saw or heard about him again. He was such a wreck, I remember him saying "I thought the drink was killing me, not keeping me alive" and crying and crying and crying.

That experience, most of it heard rather than seen, has made me think of a lot of things. Life and death, for a start, and what a fine line there is between the two. I also have an immense respect for medical professionals and the amount of care and respect they show strangers, and the amount of time and sweat and effort they put into keeping us all well, I still can't believe how calmly they were all reacting to this disaster when I was almost in tears!! I could never imagine being so brave in such a critical situation.

Reply 13

louiise
surely you could argue that these people don't have a happy enough life so need the excitement of drugs? and you also can't say that Ink is completely wrong just because the people you know don't seem to fall into that category, that's a little bit narrow minded of you.

I'm sure everybody has their own reasons for taking drugs...and i'm sure there will be an overlap with these reasons too.


well ive seen a heck of a lot of people who take drugs, and in a few cases people who have just clearly ruined their lives. and not once have i konwn anybody do it because they dont value themselves. as far as im concerned thats just a typical criticism from somebody who has no experience of the matter.

maybe you could argue that yes, tbf live can be pretty boring when you stop taking drugs. you have nothing to look forward to, well nothing that will give you as good a feeling/high. so it is kind of a vicous circle.

if Ink is correct, then answer me this, if people dont like themselves why would they then take drugs? its not going to make them like themselves any more is it, nobody looks up to a 'druggy'.

Reply 14

Dac_10
if Ink is correct, then answer me this, if people dont like themselves why would they then take drugs? its not going to make them like themselves any more is it, nobody looks up to a 'druggy'.
Drugs are an escape from reality.

I can't speak for everyone but, I used to get high because I didn't hate myself when I was.

Reply 15

What you have seen has obviously upset you, i think the best thing that you can do is to talk to someone you trust about it and how it is making your feel. If you talk it through with someone you will hopefully be able to address the way that you are feeling. Other than looking at news reports to see if anyone died but it is a bit of a long shot

Reply 16

bright star
of course awful things happen to people. it is really sad but life does go on.

i think it's important for me to remember that these things continue to happen whether we witness them or not, so we don't really have a right to a personal emotion about it if we didn't know the person. as the whole situation isn't about us.

i'm sorry if this has affected you deeply, which it obviously has if you're still bothered by it months later, but i think you need to try and let it go.

:biggrin: Though they continue to happen with or without anyone seeing them doesn't mean we must shut down our emotions and walk by it almost ignorant like. thats not what your saying though right...and whether or not we have a right in reacting emotionaly to something we don't experience ourselves or just doesn't effect us directly, seeing something like that we actually have a right to react anyway we please...anyway to which occurs. True a rude, disrespectful response would be frown apon and seen as a real downside. But not reacting at all could possably be worse. If we do react that means that we are learning from what we see and hear. Whats important is not freazing over something, which will get in our way of living. Its okay to act emotional towards something that doesn't directly effect you (friend dieing or someone you know having drug overdose would be direct in this thread I believe) as long as, like I said, you freaze...or you act in a way that would be found as disrespectful towards those that are directly affected (exp: creating your own problems...there is a show that really depict this good. "Rescue Me" its a fire fighter show based in NY. One of the firefighters is having troubles dealing with 9/11 and decide to talk with group counsling. The rest of the group though wasn't directly effected by 9/11. They knew no one that had died, nor knew anyone that had a family member die. Plus all were far away from NY when 9/11 occured. But there they sat complaining about nightmares and the horrors of that day which deprive them of everyday life. Thats what would be a wrong response along with no response at all.)

Reply 17

SilverWings
I had a similar experience when I was in hospital one time.

I had had trouble breathing and was put on the overnight observation ward, not only is this a very noisy ward [It's basically halfway house between A&E and intensive care or a normal ward] but you also get woken up every 2 hours regardless for themto check on you.

It was noisy but I managed to drift off eventually, and I was in the "green" section of the ward which was basically the "safe" bit, none of us were desperately ill and we were last priority, turns out however that it was a very busy night and that there were no beds left in the red, orange and yellow sections, just the one opposite me in the green section. This guy came in and he was just shouting in pain he was just saying "oooh oooh" and there were about four Doctors and three nurses running around him like crazy. This guy seemed [other than his physical symptoms] fine, since he could answer questions.

He smoked weed, daily, he didn't say how much. He smoked 60 cigarettes daily and drank 8 pints daily, about 20 on a weekend. He was only 32 but he sounded about 60. I couldn't see anything but I could hear more than I would have liked to. He had basically gone cold turkey the night before and he had therefore not smoked, drank or taken drugs [from what I gathered he took more than just weed] in about 24 hours, and his system was shutting down. All I could hear were people running round after him, hooking machines and taking blood and shouting questions and him shouting for help because he "couldn't see anyone there" when there were about 4 people surrounding him. It seemed like he was there for an hour, throwing up and shaking and falling off the bed and soiling himself and crying and shouting, but I bet it wasn't even ten minutes. He heart stopped, and they brought him back, it stopped again and they brought him back again and I remember feeling like I was in a movie, after they brought him back the third time he was rushed to intensive care. I never saw or heard about him again. He was such a wreck, I remember him saying "I thought the drink was killing me, not keeping me alive" and crying and crying and crying.

That experience, most of it heard rather than seen, has made me think of a lot of things. Life and death, for a start, and what a fine line there is between the two. I also have an immense respect for medical professionals and the amount of care and respect they show strangers, and the amount of time and sweat and effort they put into keeping us all well, I still can't believe how calmly they were all reacting to this disaster when I was almost in tears!! I could never imagine being so brave in such a critical situation.

Crumbs, makes me glad I didn't decide to go into medicine!

Reply 18

CommunistHamster
Crumbs, makes me glad I didn't decide to go into medicine!
If you have the stomach and the nerve it must be a VERY rewarding job at times though!!

Reply 19

Though seeing someone die in front of your eyes may be initially distressing... I would have little sympathy for anyone who nearly killed themsleves with drugs - recreational or suicide attempt - as it's self-caused...

The moral of the lession is not to mix and match drugs... Most people die of drug overdose because they mix drugs as they are not aware of fatal interactions...

I think the most likely explanation is ketamine with lots of central nervous system depressants (e.g. benzodiazepines, alcohol, opiates)... This would cause respiratory depression and the decreased blood flow to the heart will eventually cause go into ventricular fibrilation and then the defilrilator shocks the heart...

Btw, I think it very unlikely the 'heart stopped' as you put it... Paramedics, unless they were complete and utter *******, would wait for a flatline ECG before defibrilating the heart... This 'near death' experience where you have a flatline ECG and the doctor shocks the heart, the patient jumps up 1 foot, and the heat beats' is only seen on casulty, hoby city and the like... In real life it isn't like that...