cant cope much longer

As the title says really...i just dont think i can cope with much more now. My mother is absolutely physchotic...she threw a pot of soup at the wall about an hour ago cos she was in such a rage with my dad, then she threw a chopping board at me when i told her to calm down. She's been like this since i can remember. Last summer she didnt speak to me or my dad for 5 weeks and after a huge argument tried to hang herself with a hosepipe. I cant take this anymore really. My support system was my ex bf but since we split up i feel totally alone. My closest friends are at different uni's but i stayed at home: a) couldnt afford halls b) didnt want to leave my dad with my mum. I don't really know how to cope anymore. I Guess i just wanted to get this all out as only my ex bf knows all this but i need some way to cope now. Sorry for the rant.

Reply 1

randdom

Have you tried talking to your dad or a close friend? If you are at school or university there is most likely a support system there in the form of a councilor etc who you could talk to. If you are feeling like this you definitely shouldn't have to deal with it alone.

Reply 2

xoxscxox

im so close to my dad, we talk about it all the time. I havent told any of my friends just in case they think it's odd my mum is a weirdo :frown:

im at uni just now and its a good escape for me but i havent looked into a counselling servive there. I dont even know what i need. Everything is a blur. I wish i just had my ex there just cos he understood me and what she is like. I hate her with every bone in my body.