hi all!!
yesterday I went to the doctor for the first time about my mental health. I used to have low self esteem and felt lonely a couple of years ago or more, but doing well in GCSEs helped me overcome it. this year (year 12) I saw myself get much worse, I got a job and would get anxious every morning before work and hate it, then I had a bit of an episode when I started uncontrollably crying before work, had to explain myself to my unsympathetic manager then I quit. along with this I've had constant stress, regular episodes of anxiety and periods of a few days which I would call depressive?
anyway... my inability to keep my job and struggles with motivating myself to revise etc led me to go to the doctor and he was really nice about it and understanding. however, he didn't give me the concrete diagnosis I really want... I started off with 'I think I have anxiety' and I guess he agreed with me (especially as I was shaky and then a few tears came out... eugh). however he kind of implied it was just a normal reaction to stress and told me to get counselling (he said he didn't think medication was necessary) and have a blood test. so now I'm feeling a bit lost. I'm going to try and get counselling from school but I'm a bit scared and don't even know if I want to do it. I guess I wanted to be given an answer and explanation which isn't always possible.
does anyone have similar experiences with anxiety and depression in sixth form and experiences with GPs? how are you working to overcome it??