Why does she have friends and not me?! Also just rant about friendship and people....

in general.

For ages now, my partner and I have waves where we're quite close and then don't speak for weeks. I can count the amount of times we've argued on the fingers of one hand.

I was nosing on her Facebook profile (I log on daily) and she'd been tagged in lots of photos. Stupid as this sounds, I got really jealous.

Although she doesn't go out ALL the time, she seems to go out more than I do and have more friends than I do.

Both of us have Aspergers' Syndrome; are not exactly straight and are technically best pals.

All my friends from home are quite different to me, I get on really well with my flatmate from last year and I talk with the other one, but we're not especially close. On my course, I speak a bit to one guy and another one is quite friendly with me.

I also - seem to have - a friend from Myspace at uni, but I get the impression they want ME to do all the work and take them out... when I have no clue as to what is best in Liverpool (Bear in mind I've only been out to a small selection of clubs there)!

I had a few people from my course last year as Facebook friends, but deleted them all when somebody else on my course (Who I was foolish enough to be infatuated with) said her first word to me and I deleted all the course friends as a result. I added one back.

One girl from my current course is a Facebook buddy and asked me for a drink. However I had to sort something out with the teacher (And I was kinda tuned out about what she was saying at the time). We've never spoken since and although she's shy as well, she's made her own friends. I get the impression that since I mentioned I'm Aspie on my Facebook, she's been avoiding me.

If she is, then it was my partner's stupid fault for telling me I should say I'm Aspie online! I've just deleted this fact... should be interesting to see how others react.

Finally, how can you tell if somebody really wants to be friends with you for who you are regardless; and why are normal people such ******s?!

life sux mate, people are retards