Hi everyone,
As title, really. Says it all. I really do feel that I'm bordering on schizophrenia. Usually I'm polite, kind, and friendly (in the words of friends, I should point out, before being labelled as egotistical), but there's times when I just seem to become the utter opposite - any sense of decorum goes, and I - I don't know. It really does feel like I'm a totally different person when I look back, having recovered and subdued 'Hyde' - I'm angry, moody, seem intent on destroying my relationship, and, to put it frankly, pretty much the opposite of my usual self. This has been going on for a while now, rather a long time (sorry I can't be more specific). There seems to be no rhyme or reason, and it's not just temper fluctuations; I literally seem to be a totally different person.
I'm sorry this is rather vague, but at this particular moment I don't feel like writing examples - I might give it a go later. I was just wondering if anyone else feels this way, what they do (don't get me wrong, I try to control it, but despite getting better since being with my partner, there are still times it just takes over), or if they know anyone like this (and again, what measures they take). I haven't spoken to anyone else about this - I'm not sure why, but for some reason TSR seemed to be the first idea that popped to mind. I suppose, in a way, just writing it down felt good, to let it out but with anonymity. So yes, anything is appreciated right now.