basically long story short, i have just reached a one year milestone with somebody but i am seriously considering breaking it off (i have been mulling it over for a while) - they have not done anything wrong and is a wonderful person, it is just how my feelings have changed and our dynamic better suits a platonic friendship, and i want to explore other relationships also as i think they want something long term. however, we go on a camping family holiday tomorrow; on one hand i understand it's inconsiderate/last minute to split right before a holiday and so soon after an anniversary, but on the other i don't want to drag it out because i dont want to act so awkward and uncomfortable around them especially with my parents there. after that we supposed to go an another family holiday with their parents too. what would be the best option to do? should i break up with them before we go away? should i suck it up until we come back? how can i break it to them in the kindest and sincerest way when the time comes?
thank you!