why did you marry her so quicky?
why did you tell me you would choose her over me, when I did not ask you to make a choice?
did you not care that you made me feel extremely miserable and isolated? did you just not care about me?
this is about events that happened 10 years ago and I have realised I am still deeply hurt and scarred by them. I feel like the only way to help this process is by talking about it and i don't think me and my dad's relationship will be properly good until then. i am scared this will start more arguments which i dont want i just want to resolve my own brain and feelings.