I don't really know how to explain this or whether anyone else experiences the same thing... liking someone has a bad effect on me! When I'm around them or they approach me, I appear like an utter twàt- I feel like I go into a weird mode where I start acting all defensive and appearing as if I don't care..but the thing is I really do, I want to flirt with people and I can if it's a one off thing but as soon as it develops into a little more, I turn into a nervous wreck and I've experienced my legs physically ****ing shaking so much I can't stand normally and I had to make an excuse to get away... it's actually so embarrassing. Like I know people get nervous around people they like, but this seems to take hold of me beyond belief or I must seem like I really don't care because I get defensive in an attempt to shield myself (and my embarrassing nerves) and appear semi normal.,, ah my...it's so embarrassing!!
But did you bother to watch?