I wish I could just be someone else... I kind of hate everything in my life from my upbringing, to my body to my face, everything.
I try to disconnect from myself so I can be who I really want then I look in mirror and realise that’ll never be me.
My depression is getting worse and I've pushed away everyone I love and care about because I feel like too much of a burden to them. I'm incredibly lonely.
Hate the fact that I get attached to guys and then they feel the same way but I push them away becasue I'm afraid I'm not
Or ever will be
Life is getting a bit heavy I just want to shutdown sometimes and it
I've been depressed for too long now and I know I need to see a doctor or even tell someone but I can't don't have the courage and will most likely never have the courage to do soo I carry on suffering in silence hoping my life changes but it doesn't seem like it will anytime
i want to dissapear from everything for a little
Feel like no-one is sincere and that no-one wants me around
oh and that i feel so angry and frustrated and every emotion has just increased in intensity and im surprised i havent broken my wrist by now
What Pepsi__Max said - my PMs are open should anyone feel the need to talk about what they're going through, always.
I feel like I'm letting my life career health family slip away but I can't seem to do anything about it
I'm mentally unwell w a lot of issues but bc i'm young I'm not taken seriously. I have 1 friend (i'm 17) and I'm incredibly lonely, i've been passively suicidal for about a month now. Loneliness is the worst feeling, i've recently realised.