Constantly thinking about a time 3 years or so ago when everything seemed right. I'm struggling to break this and I don't seem to be enjoying the here and now, only concerned about retracing back to 'that time'. I will often go back to certain locations or walk certain ways/paths which where relevant to that time period, just to bring back memories of the better times. All of my friends from the period I am talking to seem to be advancing well with their lives and making progress. Although I am happy for them, I feel like I have made zero progress in my own life and that I am more concerned at trying to find a way to make things how they used to be.
I have not told any of them about this as I know memories that are so clear to me will just be a vivid past for them.
How can I break this?
... will I be disadvantaged?