Hey,
So I've been struggling constantly with my a level choices and one week left until term starts and I'm STILL deciding. The two I'm deciding between have a load of summerwork too ( art and english).
After getting the A* in art I immediately switched (I got a 6 in English lit, lower than my targets sadly). I can still take English as I just get in on the requirement but I felt more comfortable at the time with.
But there's a huge problem. School work art makes me so, so stressed out. I've been crying just from the first assignment because I'm stuck for ideas, feel a lack of creativity and desolation. It takes me so long and I'm wondering if it's worth it at all really. I feel terrible because my mum loves me drawing and has just brought a new sketchbook... but I feel like I'm going to end up like I did last time when I was so stressed out about GCSES : constantly alone shut in my room or at the toilets at school, quietly crying my eyes out.
Sorry this is so long, I really want some opinions. I never feel brave enough to share this with anyone else. English I feel would still be hard but so much less stress. I don't like all the books but I like a couple. Please somebody give some advice. Thank you.