I have received 7A*'s 3A,s 1B 1C.I got rejected from 2 grammar schools and 5 private schools on a bursary.I worked so hard for nothing the only thing that kept me going when I was struggling was the prospect of going to a grammar school.I feel like I put all this work for nothing I could have been reading,playing chess,learning another language or watching Netflix instead.I don't want to go to a rubbish sixth I did not wake up at 5am to study for nothing.But it feels like it was for nothing.