ye I know, I coul get my fitness levels up by running non stop down my park. But I really dont know how to get some footballing practice, there's no more footie games or park meetings for footie games etc. I don't play it anywhere. I played it on Saturday and I got back into it brilliantly and wouldn't say that my ability vanished, I was quite pleased to see I felt that spark in my game still. I don't really see it as a career but it's as you say a good laugh, a chance for a good standard of football and ultimately I can work towards something, something to aim for. I like the structure of it all.
But do you know that feeling when you've just missed a sitter and everyone barracks you? That makes me feel awful, there's a lot of pressure in the game throughout all levels. I just feel like I'm going to let the team down, an't help it it's my mindset at the minute.
Also it's really daunting just the thought of going training with a bunch of players who are fit and a good set of players I suppose, who all know each other etc. you're the new guy and are mexpected to impress and better the players they currently have on their books! argh hate that too lol.