Date: 11/11/17
ApprenticeshipI'm rolling along nicely. Yes work is building up I'm managing it well. The thing with having Eczema, I find, is that if I'm stuck at a desk and my mind has the chance to tick over and think of all the things I have to do, it means I just sit there scratching to my heart's content. However, if I'm constantly busy and always up and about doing things, even if that means I'm constantly on the move/working away, then that is a better position for me to be in as I have less time to realise my elbow's itchy or the back of my shoulder blade.
On the other hand, when I talk to people at work about how much I want to get involved in things, they all appear to think I'll be overdoing it. Now I completely understand where they're coming from, as they have my best interests in mind, but at the same time, they don't completely understand my reasoning, as I've highlighted above. And I think that even if they did, they'd find a way to talk me out of it.
Anyways, rant over.
Apprenticeship FEMy mindset was always to do as much of it during my college day as possible, so I had more time to spend doing other things outside of work, however, that wasn't always the best way to go about it, especially as my motivation lagged as the day progressed. Therefore, I am in the process of drawing up a timetable that will incorporate my college day (and the breaks) and also the college work I plan to undertake outside of the college day.
Almost like a revision timetable but I've got a feeling (# that tonight's gonna be a good night...# - right I'll stop now...) that mine is going to be much more regimented in the way everything is planned, but it will be a case of if I have the time available, I'll do what it says on the timetable, but if not, then I will do whatever it is I need to.
This way, when I find myself bored or put off by the fact I have lots of things I could be doing but very little decisive ability, I'll just follow the timetable.
It sounds a good theory in my head, but only the next few weeks will be a telling sign of whether it is practical.
I'll try and upload a picture of the timetable once I've finished it.
Daily realisationIt's one thing planning for something, and another thing actually doing it. I enjoy planning, and don't get me wrong I'd not get very far without it. But I just think that hindsight is great and I've realised lately that I've spent a lot of time writing out over and over again the things I need to get done, when as a matter of fact that list could've taken 5 minutes and I could have spent the rest of the time actually completing them.
I suppose in my head and many others, it is a 'productive' form of procrastination as you think you are doing something that will help you get your head down when in fact you are just putting it off and telling yourself you are being useful.
My plan (pardon the pun) to change this is to give myself only 10 minutes to write a to-do list for the day and spend the rest of the time doing it; much like I did at GCSE, when I would post my list in the morning and my progress at night, though this time I don't think I'll post it (unless of course, people want me to!).
Anyway until next time folks!